Friday, 31 January 2014

CHASING DREAMS....

I've been chasing after goals and dreams my whole life, a chase that often is driven by those who have said 'you can't' or 'you shouldn't'. To those that have doubted me, thank you. More importantly, I often get my mind set on things or it wanders in different directions trying to find another challenge or something better to accomplish. My friend, as noted yesterday, wished he could dive into things like I do but often can't bring himself to do it. There too are things I wanted to do but have not yet found the way to get it done but there are way more that I have gone after and captured!

Case in point: When I was 15 I had a need to move from home even though some wondered why...I did! When I was 16 I purchased my first vehicle when some questioned how I would pay for it...I did! When I was 18 in my first year of University I tried out for the varsity hockey team when some said I didn't have a chance...I made it! I married at 21 in my third year of University and some questioned it...we have been going strong ever since. We had one child then before we knew it we had four and people thought it was too many...it has been our best decision ever! We travelled extensively through University, and as a family, going to Florida more than I can count and other places, camping, purchasing big trucks and trailers and people often asked 'how?' ...we just did it! I was a weight lifting mesomorphic hockey player that was challenged by friends to do an Ironman Triathlon out of University...I have since competed in four and numerous long distance running events! I've taken two leaves from my teaching job to pursue other things while others said 'why?'...I did it anyway! Two of our kids left home at 14 years of age to pursue academics and athletics 3300 kms away, some couldn't believe we let them go...we did and it was a great choice. I've earned opportunity to work with professional hockey players and an NHL team as a guest coach...some have said that must be crazy...it was and I loved it! Even now some question my desire to spend 25 days away from home biking 2745 miles of the Tour Divide...I understand your scepticism and I thank you for further motivating me...I just have to!

I am not special although I may be different and I do understand things I have done may not fit with what others would do or consider right. I have a need to do things that I want to do and a love for challenge especially those that are emotionally, mentally, and physically demanding. It is not for every one and it often comes with a price and sacrifice.

There is much I want to accomplish and a lot of things tend to stand in the way. One of the many challenges is for me to find a way to work around them or drive right through them to reach my destination.


Thursday, 30 January 2014

WHAT'S STOPPING YOU?

I was asked today by a good friend how I had the guts to do the things that I do and chase after the things I wanted to do. He suggested that he just didn't have it in his DNA to take risks and jump over the edge in a lot of the things he thinks about but can't dive in to. I actually wrote a few paragraphs over the last hour but somehow lost it while trying to paste this picture at the bottom. So, I am just gonna paste this picture and maybe write again tomorrow....


Wednesday, 29 January 2014

ALMOST $12000 RAISED FOR AUTISM & CHILDREN'S WISH

January 29, 2014

My team-mates below have helped raise almost $12000 to date for our Tour Divide and Conquer adventure. With five more months to go I will continue to push hard to both prepare to compete well and complete the event and reach my goal of raising $27450 for Autism and the Children's Wish Foundation. Thank you so much to all!

Mike Ryan - Halifax Valerie and Doug Clarke - Dartmouth
Ray, Paula, Cory Richard - Halifax Brian MacInnis - Port Hood NS
Karamanis Family - Victoria BC Todd Smith - New Hampshire
George Graham - Cole Harbour Brian and Lisa Bourque - Waterloo ON
Tony Hamilton - Halifax Tim Barsness/Grace Richardson-Pictou
Neil Cohn - New Hampshire John Cox - Cole Harbour
David Lown - California Taylor Cox - Cole Harbour
Greg Taylor - Dartmouth Angel de Mey - Los Angeles California
Phil O'Hara - Dartmouth Michael MacDonald - Sackville
Barb Scott - Eastern Shore Jill Tasker and Gil Ross - Bedford
Csaba Domokas - New Brunswick Ron Turnbull - Pictou County
Liz MacDonald - Sackville Charlie MacLean - Cole Harbour
Todd Parker - Cole Harbour Richie Holmes - Cole Harboour
Rod Dickson - Cole Harbour Natalie Webster - Fall River
Kevin Quartermain - Carleton Place  Natasha Burgess - Halifax
Jo-Anne Roski - Halifax Karen Timmons - Carleton Place
Sandy Savage - Texas Jim and Leslie Byrne - Plymouth Minn
Glen Noel - Newfoundland James Sidey - Fall River
Janice Gareau - Dartmouth Ben MacAskill - Dalhousie U
Kara Fraser - Halifax Patty Gouthro - Dartmouth
Troy and Vicky Dixon - Halifax Andrew Gordon - Porters Lake
Tyler Dixon - Halifax Debra Wolf - Faribault Minnesota
The Worthen Family - Dartmouth Kerry/Randy Mannette - Cole Harbour
Mike Benteau - Hammonds Plains Brad Shrout - Faribault Minnesota
Michelle Green - Bedford Pat McCormick-Dover New Hampshire
Freedom Cycle - Halifax Richard Graham - Fall River
Wendell Vye - Dalhousie U Paul Herron - Cole Harbour
Dan Joyce - Dalhousie U Jennifer Grabmann - Dartmouth
Cory and Mel Tetford - Dartmouth Andrew Langan - Dalhousie U
Jean/Heather Aucoin-Cole Harbour Matt English - Dalhousie U
Tony Eden - Dartmouth Brad McCaughan - Cole Harbour
Max Chauvin - Dartmouth Graham Owen - Dartmouth
Johnny Foley - Hammonds Plains Tyler Hinam - Cole Harbour
Nicky Foley - Hammonds Plains Alexi Pianosi - Halifax
Marilyn Foley - Hammonds Plains Rob O'Brien - Hammonds Plains
Dave Foley - Hammonds Plains Kyle Bennett - Edmonton
Paul Broderick - Massachusetts Danny MacKinnon - East Hants
Chad Anderson - Cole Harbour Clinton Davidson - Calgary
Terry Anderson - Cole Harbour Billy/Diana Robar - Eastern Passage
Darren Saulnier - Halifax Ryan Morris - Cole Harbour
The Kidney Family - East Hants Lee Algee - Halifax
The Cardinal Family - East Hants
Dave Naugle Family - Dartmouth
Nick Stoneman - Faribault Minn
Steve Brown Family - Dartmouth
Cindy Shultz, Jack Flinn - Halifax
Marcel/Lynn Deveau-Cole Harbour
Brian Tomie - Bedford
Tim Ramey and Family - Halifax

Monday, 27 January 2014

5 P's: PROPER PREPARATION PREVENTS POOR PERFORMANCES

I can't stop thinking about and planning for the Tour Divide. It is five months away and my plan is to have every thing in place well in advance and get a few practice rides in to test out my gear and overall set-up for travel, tenting, eating etc.

This past weekend I took the time to travel into the Eastern USA to not only visit my daughter at UNH and watch her and her teammates play I also used the time to meet up with a few friends and to make a major purchase too! I drove through Maine, New Hampshire, through Massachusetts, and halfway through Connecticut to buy a Salsa Fargo bikepacking bike before heading back to UNH to visit for two days with my daughter.

I had an awesome and wonderful experience with the staff at The Devil's Gear Bike Shop in New Haven Connecticut. Johnny B pictured below along with the owner and mechanics treated me in an unbelievable manner and it was one of the most satisfying transactions I have ever made.
Here is my trusty chariot "Peppers" at home with some of my bike-packing gear attached. The bike is a Salsa and all I could think of was Hot Chile Peppers...thus "Peppers!"
Along with worrying about the fund-raising aspect of this adventure, I continually am considering and researching information on gear, clothing, nutrition, hydration, maps, routes, points of interest and need,  sleeping systems, safety, travel to Banff and home from New Mexico, family and work commitments, etc etc.

I now have most of my packing system set up. I want to pick up a back pack that is comfy and has a hydration system in it. I am in the process of loading maps into my Garmin GPS and I have the hard copy of the maps along with cue sheets. I purchased my ultra-light tent and still am seeking a good sleeping pad and bag at a reasonable price. This past weekend I spent time at REI in downtown Boston, at LL Beans in Freeport Maine, at Eastern Mountain Sports in New Hampshire, and at the trading post in Kittery Maine. I bought necessary items in each place and will continue to pick away at things in the coming weeks until I have it all set. 

Now all I gotta do is find some time to train and get fit!!!

Saturday, 25 January 2014

THREE DAYS AND $9000 RAISED SO FAR FROM THESE GREAT PEOPLE

Since sending my note out to family and friends on Wednesday morning about the Tour Divide and Conquer Trek (see previous post), those that were able to respond thus far raised just over $9000 for Autism and the Childrens Wish Foundation. As of the morning of Saturday Jan 25 these are my TEAM Members and there are more to come - Together Everyone Achieves More! Thank you!!!!!

Mike Ryan - Halifax Valerie and Doug Clarke - Dartmouth
Ray, Paula, Cory Richard - Halifax Brian MacInnis - Port Hood NS
Karamanis Family - Victoria BC Todd Smith - New Hampshire
George Graham - Cole Harbour Brian and Lisa Bourque - Waterloo ON
Tony Hamilton - Halifax Tim Barsness, Grace Richardson-Pictou
Neil Cohn - New Hampshire John Cox - Cole Harbour
David Lown - California Taylor Cox - Cole Harbour
Greg Taylor - Dartmouth Angel de Mey - Los Angeles California
Phil O'Hara - Dartmouth Michael MacDonald - Sackville
Barb Scott - Eastern Shore Jill Tasker and Gil Ross - Bedford
Csaba Domokas - New Brunswick Ron Turnbull - Pictou County
Liz MacDonald - Sackville Charlie MacLean - Cole Harbour
Todd Parker - Cole Harbour Richie Holmes - Cole Harboour
Rod Dickson - Cole Harbour Natalie Webster - Fall River
Kevin Quartermain-Carleton Place  Natasha Burgess - Halifax
Jo-Anne Roski - Halifax Karen Timmons - Carleton Place
Sandy Savage - Texas Jim and Leslie Byrne - Plymouth Minn.
Glen Noel - Newfoundland James Sidey - Fall River
Janice Gareau - Dartmouth Ben MacAskill - Dalhousie U
Kara Fraser - Halifax Patty Gouthro - Dartmouth
Troy and Vicky Dixon - Halifax Andrew Gordon - Porters Lake
Tyler Dixon - Halifax Debra Wolf - Faribault Minnesota
The Worthen Family - Dartmouth Kerry, Randy Mannette - Cole Harbour
Mike Benteau - Hammonds Plains
Michelle Green - Bedford
Freedom Cycle - Halifax
Wendell Vye - Dalhousie U
Dan Joyce - Dalhousie U
Cory and Mel Tetford - Dartmouth
Jean, Heather Aucoin-Cole Harbour
Tony Eden - Dartmouth
Max Chauvin - Dartmouth
Johnny Foley - Hammonds Plains
Nicky Foley - Hammonds Plains
Marilyn Foley - Hammonds Plains
Dave Foley - Hammonds Plains
Paul Broderick - Massachusetts
Chad Anderson - Cole Harbour
Terry Anderson - Cole Harbour
Darren Saulnier - Halifax
The Kidney Family - East Hants
The Cardinal Family - East Hants
Dave Naugle Family - Dartmouth
Nick Stoneman - Faribault Minn
Steve Brown Family - Dartmouth
Cindy Shultz, Jack Flinn - Halifax
Marcel, Lynn Deveau-Cole Hbr
Brian Tomie - Bedford
Tim Ramey and Family - Halifax

Tuesday, 21 January 2014

HOROSCOPES AND A HUGE ADVENTURE: THE TOUR DIVIDE

I've been hanging on to this for over a month now without sending it out but after reading my horoscope today (which I never do) in the Metro Halifax I couldn't hold back any longer:

Gemini (May 22 - June 21): Don't waste time telling the world what you are going to do - just do it. You should be aiming higher than ever before if you want something enough, you can make it happen.

Here we go...
Hi Everyone:
I hope all is well. I am writing to share something very exciting with you and ask for your support. 

I am committed to doing the Tour Divide (TD)! You likely have never heard of it but... The TD is a 2745 mile/4418 km unsupported Mountain Bike Race from Banff Alberta through back country across/along the Continental Divide to Antelope Wells, New Mexico (the Mexican Border). It is beyond anything I have ever done or will ever do again and, although somewhat naive, I will do everything I can to get ready and complete the adventure. My hope is to complete the route in 30 days or less after leaving Banff on June 13, 2014. I've been researching this extensively via the internet, you tube, various websites and blogs, books, maps and other written materials. I've ordered the maps and route cues, made some initial equipment purchases and have begun serious preparations. Up until now I was only dipping my toe in and testing the water but this letter of intent to you is me diving in head first.

There is no question that I want to do this for personal reasons surrounding adventure and challenge and as always, I have wonderful support from family (although they think it is nuts!). However, in thinking about it daily for a couple months now, I would like to make it about more than just me and promote the adventure in support of a charity or worthy cause. My goal would be to elicit support from sponsors to make a straight donation or preferably sponsor my ride per mile/km. For example: 1 cent per mile from one person would equate to $27.45 assuming I complete the journey. If I could get 1000 sponsors at 1 cent per mile and complete the distance I could raise over $27450 for children (see below). This would be even more motivation for me to finish!

I've decided to do this in support of two causes focused on children and their well-being: Autism (www.autismnovascotia.ca/about-autism/about-autism) and the Children's Wish Foundation (www.childrenswish.ca/en-ns/home). I have many good friends and three who have supported me for many years and are wonderful 'family first' guys. The three have been involved with and exposed to Autism, two have children who are autistic and one lost a daughter who was volunteering in Africa helping autistic children when she lost her life in a tragic accident. As well, I believe in the joy the Children's Wish Foundation brings to children facing life-threatening illness and it offers a great source of joy and pride to be able to assist them in granting wishes. This is a way for me to thank my friends, honour their families, support something that is important to them, and help children experience a dream.


I have less than six months to get this (and me) ready to go and have little prepared except a willingness to make sacrifices, a desire to make it happen, and determination to complete it! As you read on you will think that this is absolutely ridiculous and I must be crazy. Well, you may be right but…it can be done, it is extreme, I am always up for an adventure, and it is something I want to accomplish!!!


Here is where I hope you can help…the 'Race' might be the easy part! I need 1000 people to sponsor my ride with a straight donation or even a penny or two per mile and am hoping that I can count on you to 1) be one of my first sponsors and 2) send this to a few of your friends, family members, or business partners encouraging them to jump on board and sponsor/support this as well. 

To sponsor/support me and join the team:

1) Email me

2) Confirm/state your sponsorship amount in the email (payment for charity arranged at a later date upon completion of TD)

3) Allow me to send updates to you (with further information, pictures, links etc)

4) Allow me to post your name (not amount) as a sponsor on websites, blogs and email releases
5) Follow my progress via website, blog, and track my progress during the race via 'Spot Tracker' (TBA) - playhard4fun.blogspot.ca
6) Allow me to include you on my team of 'Friends of (Tour) Divide and Conquer' and make donations noting your support

You can research the Tour Divide via the website below or there are numerous clips on youtube featuring the race and individual experiences. Additionally, I've added some info below on the race itself.

Thank you very very much for considering this. 

Appreciatively,

Brad Crossley
playhard4fun.blogspot.ca

The following is information from www.tourdivide.org
The Tour Divide challenge is simple: Race the rooftop of North America by mountain bike; travel self-supported along all 2,745 miles of Adventure Cycling Association's Great Divide Mountain Bike Route; keep moving and be moved; exist well outside one's comfort zone in tackling a cross-continent bikepacking odyssey; finish as fast as possible without cracking.
Speed may be substance when it comes to Divide racing, but a flexiblesang-froid style is the best attack for the Route's multiple personalities. Divide racing format requires no designated rest periods or set distances a racer must travel daily. The clock runs non-stop. He who can ride the fastest while making fewer, shorter stops usually hold the course records. With an average time-to-completion of three weeks in the saddle, Tour Divide is the longest–arguably most challenging–mountain bike time trial on the planet. It is a challenge for the ultra-fit, but only if ultra-prepared for myriad contingencies of backcountry biking.
Tour Divide challenges a fixed course annually called the Great Divide Mountain Bike Route. Not only is the Great Divide Route a true classic, it is pursued with consistency by TD athletes so that year to year, finish times may always be compared directly to the record books.
The Great Divide Route is the world's longest off-pavement cycling route. It was tirelessly mapped over a 4 year span, and published in 1998 by Adventure Cycling Association, North America's premiere bicycle travel organization. The route is highlighted by long dirt roads and jeep trails that wend their way through forgotten passes of the Continental Divide. It travels through Canadian provinces of Alberta and British Columbia, and the United States of Montana, Idaho, Wyoming, Colorado, and New Mexico (map). By route's end a thru-rider will climb nearly 200,000 feet of vertical (equivalent to summiting Mount Everest from sea-level 7 times). 
Divide racers must not only be conditioned to endure weeks of consecutive 16+ hour days in the saddle, they need to bring other skills to the trail. The route is unmarked and circuitous, requiring navigational acumen. It travels through remote backcountry with Grizzly and Mountain Lion density. Intervals between services are frequently 100+ miles and demand calculated food/water resupply–or else. Riders must also find shelter each night or bivouac trailside. In minutes the Rockies' dynamic mountain weather can wreak havoc on route surfaces, skewing even the most near-term travel projections. And, of course, it wouldn't be a grand tour without the geopolitics of negotiating an, albeit lower-security, international border crossing at Port of Roosville, Montana.
Divide racing fundamentals look much like traditional touring: rider + gear vs. GDMBR + nature. It's the method that differentiates the racing: self-support + 'blitzkrieg'. Blitzkrieg is German for lightning war. It's how Divide racing is meant to be executed; move fast, send no postcards, 'take no prisoners' and 'hurt so good' (suffer well). To wit: Divide racing isn't your parent's 1976 Bikecentennial tour. Yes, the common denominator is to finish the route, but the inspiration is how quickly without cracking; to teeter on the edge physically and tackle headlong the emotional roller-coaster sure to coincide. Divide racing is not to be confused, even with fast-touring of today's ultralight set. It is exceedingly difficult simply by the sheer volume of daily miles, which are a primary reason it flaunts a heart-breaking 60% attrition rate.
Self-supported grand tour racing along the GDMBR is like none other. Simply on scale, it's the hardest form of bike racing, period. To be competitive for the overall, one must ride ≥150miles/day. And if volume alone isn't taxing enough, one must also navigate, acquire resupply, clean/wrench the bike, find shelter each night, bathe when possible, and keep one's wits about it all. No entourages follow athletes. It cannot be compared to today's 100-milers, 24hour racing, or even 3-5 day stage race events.
Many wonder if they're capable of such a true solo blitz. At some point there's an inevitable leap of faith into grand tour racing. One thing is for certain: 2-3 weeks of back-to-back 16-18 hour days in the saddle are certain to bring about changes in body, mind and equipment of even the world's most seasoned ultra-endurance athlete. Are you the type to roll easily with this painful transformation? How well do you suffer for days on end? Are you prone to depression? Can you be happy sleeping in the dirt as it rains all night? Does post-holing through thigh-deep snowdrifts over a 10,000-ft pass sound like fun? A robust Rockies winter + late spring can leave behind just such mid-June diversion on the GDMBR.

Sunday, 19 January 2014

MAKING MISTAKES MAKES US BETTER!

I've often heard people say "if I only knew then what I know now imagine what...!" Unfortunately life doesn't work that way. Knowledge and experience is gained through time as we challenge our minds and bodies to pressure perceived limitations and push beyond plateaus. Throughout life, in facing those challenges, we are likely to make a multitude of mistakes and encounter failure along the way.

We are all visual, auditory, and tactile learners. Most of us learn more and advance further by doing (tactile) and many of us need all three pieces to get there more effectively. Personally I am mostly a visual and tactile learner - I need to see it done well, study the parts, and 'Do It' and 'Do It Again'!

From infancy we have learned from failure and have persevered through tough moments. We started as a baby going from belly to hands and knees and plopping back to our belly. We then pushed past that to being stable on our hands and knees but fell when we tried to move them. We learned to move them and then started to get help to balance on two feet but we often fell back to earth. We then learned to balance and we also learned to pull ourselves up to our feet and balance...then came putting a foot in front of the other, taking steps, walking etc. Throughout it all we watched, listened, and tried yet we fell constantly until we mastered a piece along the way through repetition and by not giving up. That is typical of a positive existence.

Making mistakes and experiencing failure is a natural part of life's learning process and advancement. The ability to admit making a mistake or recognizing failure and evaluating the process is an integral part of getting beyond it, making improvements and achieving success. Push yourself, embrace the fact that you may fail at first, and challenge yourself to learn from it and do better!

"You are capable of more than you know. Choose a goal that seems right for you and strive to be the best, however hard the path. Aim high. Behave honorably. Prepare to be alone at times, and endure failure. Persist! The world needs all you can give." (E.O. Wilson)